Stop Trolling Yourself You Don't Matter

Stop benefitting that which does not benefit you.

Stop pursuing what would not pursue you.

You matter more than you think you do, but not in the ways that you think you do.

Everyday Ends in Y

Why must there be more?

Why isn't now enough?

The Parable of the Worm and the Turn

When I worked in construction, I'd usually head out to the job site before sunrise, and grab a quick bite.

On this particular day I made a Cup-O-Noodles.

Quick. Tasty. Filling. Nutritious. 

Cup-O-Noodles.

So, when I got to the job, when the sun came up, I looked to see my mostly gone...Cup-O-Worms

Decision making imminent. (Reaction required)

In my mind, 

 - I quickly recall what I've learned along the way.

   - These were once teeny tiny worms that I couldn't see. 

   - The only difference is that now they're bigger.

   - They likely came from and therefore could have eaten ONLY those same noodles I thought I was eating.

   - There are many people(s) that are thankful to have the nutrition of worms.

But from my gut, a spontaneous and ungodly vomit, appeared. It wasn't neat, it wasn't nice and it wasn't just the worms. It was everything, everywhere, no holding back.

The Parable of the Worm and the Turn

Against all that knew to be true

Against what I thought I would do

I ashamed to admit, that I vomited.

But even good people do

-namasdave