I can't tell anymore if people with such apparent passion for their agendas, are more concerned with simply speaking their minds or they're just shouting so loudly and continually as their attempt to make sure that no one else can...
Showing posts with label Circles and Boxes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Circles and Boxes. Show all posts
Wednesday, August 22, 2012
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Celebrating Diversity! (oh stop that nonsense in your head right now)
Well, I'm happy to announce that a couple of new authors should be joining the ranks of the highly unpaid staff of authors (well, more accurately, author singular) here at Victory Garden Failure. (We do at least compensate for no wages by not offering benefits either.)
It's a labor of love.
I don't know how often, when or what they'll post about, but you'll know it's them (and not me) when and if they post, because they'll probably exercise they mastery of the language by being much more concise and insightful with their posts.
That said though, (and I hate to disappoint you by saying so) I can't speak for the offense level they'll bring to the table, I've set that bar pretty high, but they're both talking the talk and walking the walk and they're both very honest and loving folks with a heart for the sorts of folks that Jesus had a heart for.
They get it and that's enough for me!
Matt and Jonathon, welcome to the team!
I love you guys....now bring it boys!
To you who may be new, I suggest strongly once more, if you haven't already, reading these two things:
These two (possibly redundant) pages may help your perspective of what happens here by lending some insight as to what it is I'm doing here.
(But may in fact lend no insight as to what Matt and Jonathon are doing here.)
I'm excited...
Things are gonna change, I can feel it.
d(-_-)b
It's a labor of love.
I don't know how often, when or what they'll post about, but you'll know it's them (and not me) when and if they post, because they'll probably exercise they mastery of the language by being much more concise and insightful with their posts.
That said though, (and I hate to disappoint you by saying so) I can't speak for the offense level they'll bring to the table, I've set that bar pretty high, but they're both talking the talk and walking the walk and they're both very honest and loving folks with a heart for the sorts of folks that Jesus had a heart for.
They get it and that's enough for me!
Matt and Jonathon, welcome to the team!
I love you guys....now bring it boys!
To you who may be new, I suggest strongly once more, if you haven't already, reading these two things:
These two (possibly redundant) pages may help your perspective of what happens here by lending some insight as to what it is I'm doing here.
(But may in fact lend no insight as to what Matt and Jonathon are doing here.)
I'm excited...
Things are gonna change, I can feel it.
d(-_-)b
Thursday, August 2, 2012
You Can't Handle the Truth...
A couple of times this week, I've heard people say,"God doesn't give us more than we can handle."
No disrespect, but after some consideration of the larger issue, I'm afraid I have to disagree.
No disrespect, but after some consideration of the larger issue, I'm afraid I have to disagree.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Jesus, La Migra, and Victor Hugo
Jesus, La Migra, and Victor Hugo
Originally posted by Roberto Esponja on Tuesday, July 5, 2011 at 3:45am ·
From my blog: http://phreshwater01.blogspot.com/2011/07/jesus-and-la-migra.html
I spent most of my growing up years in Mesa, AZ. I lived about a block and a half from the Mormon Temple. Mesa's Mormon population at the time was only marginally out numbered by the Catholics, and I was neither. Religion to my world did not exist until the summer of my 9th-10th grade year.
We, my mom, step-dad, sister, and I, lived in a 2 bedroom 1 bathroom house built in 1927. We fixed up the basement and called it my room, which was fine because up to that point, I had reluctantly and miserably shared a room with my sister.
The exterior of our house was made of plaster and slat board, and the interior walls were also plaster. The walls were no thicker than the doors were and there was no insulation, heck for that matter there was no air conditioning or heating either. We had a swamp cooler and a space heater…that was it. It got really hot, and it got really cold.
The old station wagon we had was the second car I recall us ever having, and it came years after our first which we had only a short while. We didn't drive anywhere we didn't have to so, if you couldn't bus it, bike it, or walk it, you weren't going (or I wasn't at least). Bus lines at that point were nonexistent in Mesa, as far as I could tell, so I got around on a homemade bike (Red with black handlebars, I thought I was pretty cool), and by skateboard.
My normal attire consisted of out dated thrift store clothing, which was fine by me, as it never occurred to me that other options were available. Even if they were for others, they certainly weren't for me.
I later learned that I was referred to by some as "the poorest kid in Mesa". Growing up I felt a lot of things, but poor was not among them. I had no concept of poor or rich, I just thought other people lived other ways and comparison in that regard wasn't something that I did until later in life.
Growing up "poor" in Mesa, I wasn't really all that selective about my friends. In Junior High School, I became aware that I certainly wasn't one of the popular kids, but I wasn't overly concerned with making efforts in becoming so. I don't know why, I just didn't want what they had.
As a result of my “social indiscretion”, I was friends with, among many others (for example the small percentage of Black kids residing in Mesa) the kids of illegal immigrants. I didn't know that's what they were, they were just my friends. They lived differently than I did, but heck, everybody else did too.
As friends of that age do, we studied together, I ate dinners at their houses, slept over, all the normal stuff. It never crossed my mind to wonder why I had to have my friends translate anytime I spoke to their parents or even why they didn't speak English, as many other people did. It simply was just that way to me and it wasn't something I ever thought to question at the time.
Of all these friends, I am saddened to say I remember the name of only one, Victor Hugo. Man, I thought he was cool. I don't recall why now, and probably couldn't have told you why then, I just did, and I'm still a lot like that.
His mom could cook! She was the nicest lady, and although Victor talked about his dad, even when he was supposedly home, I never saw him.
WAIT! Are those...can it possibly be...PEOPLE?! I recall the first time I ever heard the words, "LA MIGRA!".
I was at Victor's house, when a man ran through the court yelling it. We were outside and I saw people scrambling and running. Victor ran inside and I followed, he said to his mom, among other things I didn't understand, those same words, "la migra". I didn't know what was said to his mom, I didn't know what was happening, but I saw his mom leave immediately, panicked. I saw fear in her eyes as she kissed him goodbye.
Victor and I then went about doing, well whatever it was I don't know, and I mustered up the courage to ask him what had just happened. I had noticed the place, every place, was like a ghost town in a matter of minutes and I was thoroughly confused.
He then explained to me...la migra. That he didn't need to hide, although his family did, because he was born a citizen. It is only now as a parent, that I can imagine the depth of the fears that must have been going on inside his mother as she said goodbye, and took what very well might have been her last look at her child.
In the end, that time at least, it worked out. I went home but saw Victor at school and he told me his mom had returned, although not everyone was nearly so lucky.
It was from that day I understood why certain friends were in school one day and mysteriously gone the next. I didn't pick up on a lot of things as a kid, and it never occurred to me to think about the larger impact these regular occurrences must have had on Victor as well. Like most kids I only sought to understand those things that seemed to impact me.
Eventually Victor disappeared too. I don't know what happened to him, I only know that one day my good friend was just gone.
Clearly, I still think about him once in a while.
That's tough stuff as a kid and it left a huge impression on me. Until tonight, I had really only thought of it as one more of many episodes in my life. That is until the issue of illegal immigration came up as a rather odd response to a facebook post I made. I'll spare you the details, but I began to see this experience in a "spiritual light" if you will. I began to wonder how Christians (most specifically me) could reconcile this with their faith and concluded this:
I am afraid that a good many of us have not left that childish mentality, I described above, in only being concerned with those this things that seem to impact us. As Americans, we are used to a certain lifestyle, a lifestyle that only cheap disposable laborers can afford us. I won't even mention our roll in human trafficking, and the sex industry that actually sustains these many of these cultures.
A good deal of that we put out of our view, so we can live guilt free by not having to directly face the very real consequences our affluence imposes on others. Occasionally though, some of that cheap labor has to be done here on our own soil. We protest the folks that come here to do it, but we turn a blind eye every time we purchase products that are affordable to us only because we are able to pay these "unskilled" laborers non-livable wages, and then ship them back to the country they fled, when we deem it necessary to do so.
However...As long as we separate "us" from "them", it is easy to see "them" as mere political agendas, a liability to our assets. "They" are nameless faceless draws upon "our" limited resources taking from "us" what "we" feel entitled to.
Getting to know "them", living with "them", gives the liability a face, a name, and a story, and "they" cease to be political agendas, "they" then become to "us" what "they" always were, people of inherent God given worth and "they" then, become one of "us".
There’s a certain book that has a good deal to say about our atrocities...(emphasis mine)
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"There was a rich man who was clothed in purple and fine linen and who feasted sumptuously every day. And at his gate was laid a poor man named Lazarus, covered with sores, who desired to be fed with what fell from the rich man’s table. Moreover, even the dogs came and licked his sores. The poor man died and was carried by the angels to Abraham’s side.The rich man also died and was buried, and in Hades, being in torment, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side. And he called out, 'Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus to dip the end of his finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am in anguish in this flame.' But Abraham said, 'Child, remember that you in your lifetime received your good things, and Lazarus in like manner bad things; but now he is comforted here, and you are in anguish And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, in order that those who would pass from here to you may not be able, and none may cross from there to us.' And he said, 'Then I beg you, father, to send him to my father’s house— for I have five brothers—so that he may warn them, lest they also come into this place of torment.' But Abraham said, 'They have Moses and the Prophets; let them hear them.' And he said, 'No, father Abraham, but if someone goes to them from the dead, they will repent.' He said to him, 'If they do not hear Moses and the Prophets, neither will they be convinced if someone should rise from the dead.'"
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You shall not oppress a hired servant who is poor and needy, whether he is one of your brothers or one of the sojourners who are in your land within your towns. You shall give him his wages on the same day, before the sun sets (for he is poor and counts on it), lest he cry against you to the LORD, and you be guilty of sin.
_________________________________________________________
Again I saw all the oppressions that are done under the sun. And behold, the tears of the oppressed, and they had no one to comfort them! On the side of their oppressors there was power, and there was no one to comfort them.
_________________________________________________________
“No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other; you will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.
_________________________________________________________
Look! The wages you failed to pay the workmen who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty.
_________________________________________________________
And behold, a lawyer stood up to put him to the test, saying, "Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?" He said to him, "What is written in the Law? How do you read it?" And he answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself" And he said to him, "You have answered correctly; do this, and you will live."
_________________________________________________________
But he, desiring to justify himself, said to Jesus, "And who is my neighbor?" Jesus replied, "A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he fell among robbers, who stripped him and beat him and departed, leaving him half dead. Now by chance a priest was going down that road, and when he saw him he passed by on the other side. So likewise a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan, as he journeyed, came to where he was, and when he saw him, he had compassion. He went to him and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he set him on his own animal and brought him to an inn and took care of him. And the next day he took out two denarii and gave them to the innkeeper, saying, 'Take care of him, and whatever more you spend, I will repay you when I come back.' Which of these three, do you think, proved to be a neighbor to the man who fell among the robbers?" He said, "The one who showed him mercy." And Jesus said to him, "You go, and do likewise."
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Mercy...
d(-_-)b
I spent most of my growing up years in Mesa, AZ. I lived about a block and a half from the Mormon Temple. Mesa's Mormon population at the time was only marginally out numbered by the Catholics, and I was neither. Religion to my world did not exist until the summer of my 9th-10th grade year.
We, my mom, step-dad, sister, and I, lived in a 2 bedroom 1 bathroom house built in 1927. We fixed up the basement and called it my room, which was fine because up to that point, I had reluctantly and miserably shared a room with my sister.
The exterior of our house was made of plaster and slat board, and the interior walls were also plaster. The walls were no thicker than the doors were and there was no insulation, heck for that matter there was no air conditioning or heating either. We had a swamp cooler and a space heater…that was it. It got really hot, and it got really cold.
The old station wagon we had was the second car I recall us ever having, and it came years after our first which we had only a short while. We didn't drive anywhere we didn't have to so, if you couldn't bus it, bike it, or walk it, you weren't going (or I wasn't at least). Bus lines at that point were nonexistent in Mesa, as far as I could tell, so I got around on a homemade bike (Red with black handlebars, I thought I was pretty cool), and by skateboard.
My normal attire consisted of out dated thrift store clothing, which was fine by me, as it never occurred to me that other options were available. Even if they were for others, they certainly weren't for me.
I later learned that I was referred to by some as "the poorest kid in Mesa". Growing up I felt a lot of things, but poor was not among them. I had no concept of poor or rich, I just thought other people lived other ways and comparison in that regard wasn't something that I did until later in life.
Growing up "poor" in Mesa, I wasn't really all that selective about my friends. In Junior High School, I became aware that I certainly wasn't one of the popular kids, but I wasn't overly concerned with making efforts in becoming so. I don't know why, I just didn't want what they had.
As a result of my “social indiscretion”, I was friends with, among many others (for example the small percentage of Black kids residing in Mesa) the kids of illegal immigrants. I didn't know that's what they were, they were just my friends. They lived differently than I did, but heck, everybody else did too.
As friends of that age do, we studied together, I ate dinners at their houses, slept over, all the normal stuff. It never crossed my mind to wonder why I had to have my friends translate anytime I spoke to their parents or even why they didn't speak English, as many other people did. It simply was just that way to me and it wasn't something I ever thought to question at the time.
Of all these friends, I am saddened to say I remember the name of only one, Victor Hugo. Man, I thought he was cool. I don't recall why now, and probably couldn't have told you why then, I just did, and I'm still a lot like that.
His mom could cook! She was the nicest lady, and although Victor talked about his dad, even when he was supposedly home, I never saw him.
WAIT! Are those...can it possibly be...PEOPLE?! I recall the first time I ever heard the words, "LA MIGRA!".
I was at Victor's house, when a man ran through the court yelling it. We were outside and I saw people scrambling and running. Victor ran inside and I followed, he said to his mom, among other things I didn't understand, those same words, "la migra". I didn't know what was said to his mom, I didn't know what was happening, but I saw his mom leave immediately, panicked. I saw fear in her eyes as she kissed him goodbye.
Victor and I then went about doing, well whatever it was I don't know, and I mustered up the courage to ask him what had just happened. I had noticed the place, every place, was like a ghost town in a matter of minutes and I was thoroughly confused.
He then explained to me...la migra. That he didn't need to hide, although his family did, because he was born a citizen. It is only now as a parent, that I can imagine the depth of the fears that must have been going on inside his mother as she said goodbye, and took what very well might have been her last look at her child.
In the end, that time at least, it worked out. I went home but saw Victor at school and he told me his mom had returned, although not everyone was nearly so lucky.
It was from that day I understood why certain friends were in school one day and mysteriously gone the next. I didn't pick up on a lot of things as a kid, and it never occurred to me to think about the larger impact these regular occurrences must have had on Victor as well. Like most kids I only sought to understand those things that seemed to impact me.
Eventually Victor disappeared too. I don't know what happened to him, I only know that one day my good friend was just gone.
Clearly, I still think about him once in a while.
That's tough stuff as a kid and it left a huge impression on me. Until tonight, I had really only thought of it as one more of many episodes in my life. That is until the issue of illegal immigration came up as a rather odd response to a facebook post I made. I'll spare you the details, but I began to see this experience in a "spiritual light" if you will. I began to wonder how Christians (most specifically me) could reconcile this with their faith and concluded this:
I am afraid that a good many of us have not left that childish mentality, I described above, in only being concerned with those this things that seem to impact us. As Americans, we are used to a certain lifestyle, a lifestyle that only cheap disposable laborers can afford us. I won't even mention our roll in human trafficking, and the sex industry that actually sustains these many of these cultures.
A good deal of that we put out of our view, so we can live guilt free by not having to directly face the very real consequences our affluence imposes on others. Occasionally though, some of that cheap labor has to be done here on our own soil. We protest the folks that come here to do it, but we turn a blind eye every time we purchase products that are affordable to us only because we are able to pay these "unskilled" laborers non-livable wages, and then ship them back to the country they fled, when we deem it necessary to do so.
However...As long as we separate "us" from "them", it is easy to see "them" as mere political agendas, a liability to our assets. "They" are nameless faceless draws upon "our" limited resources taking from "us" what "we" feel entitled to.
Getting to know "them", living with "them", gives the liability a face, a name, and a story, and "they" cease to be political agendas, "they" then become to "us" what "they" always were, people of inherent God given worth and "they" then, become one of "us".
There’s a certain book that has a good deal to say about our atrocities...(emphasis mine)
_________________________________________________________
"There was a rich man who was clothed in purple and fine linen and who feasted sumptuously every day. And at his gate was laid a poor man named Lazarus, covered with sores, who desired to be fed with what fell from the rich man’s table. Moreover, even the dogs came and licked his sores. The poor man died and was carried by the angels to Abraham’s side.The rich man also died and was buried, and in Hades, being in torment, he lifted up his eyes and saw Abraham far off and Lazarus at his side. And he called out, 'Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus to dip the end of his finger in water and cool my tongue, for I am in anguish in this flame.' But Abraham said, 'Child, remember that you in your lifetime received your good things, and Lazarus in like manner bad things; but now he is comforted here, and you are in anguish And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been fixed, in order that those who would pass from here to you may not be able, and none may cross from there to us.' And he said, 'Then I beg you, father, to send him to my father’s house— for I have five brothers—so that he may warn them, lest they also come into this place of torment.' But Abraham said, 'They have Moses and the Prophets; let them hear them.' And he said, 'No, father Abraham, but if someone goes to them from the dead, they will repent.' He said to him, 'If they do not hear Moses and the Prophets, neither will they be convinced if someone should rise from the dead.'"
_________________________________________________________
You shall not oppress a hired servant who is poor and needy, whether he is one of your brothers or one of the sojourners who are in your land within your towns. You shall give him his wages on the same day, before the sun sets (for he is poor and counts on it), lest he cry against you to the LORD, and you be guilty of sin.
_________________________________________________________
Again I saw all the oppressions that are done under the sun. And behold, the tears of the oppressed, and they had no one to comfort them! On the side of their oppressors there was power, and there was no one to comfort them.
_________________________________________________________
“No one can serve two masters. For you will hate one and love the other; you will be devoted to one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and money.
_________________________________________________________
Look! The wages you failed to pay the workmen who mowed your fields are crying out against you. The cries of the harvesters have reached the ears of the Lord Almighty.
_________________________________________________________
And behold, a lawyer stood up to put him to the test, saying, "Teacher, what shall I do to inherit eternal life?" He said to him, "What is written in the Law? How do you read it?" And he answered, "You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength and with all your mind, and your neighbor as yourself" And he said to him, "You have answered correctly; do this, and you will live."
_________________________________________________________
But he, desiring to justify himself, said to Jesus, "And who is my neighbor?" Jesus replied, "A man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he fell among robbers, who stripped him and beat him and departed, leaving him half dead. Now by chance a priest was going down that road, and when he saw him he passed by on the other side. So likewise a Levite, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. But a Samaritan, as he journeyed, came to where he was, and when he saw him, he had compassion. He went to him and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. Then he set him on his own animal and brought him to an inn and took care of him. And the next day he took out two denarii and gave them to the innkeeper, saying, 'Take care of him, and whatever more you spend, I will repay you when I come back.' Which of these three, do you think, proved to be a neighbor to the man who fell among the robbers?" He said, "The one who showed him mercy." And Jesus said to him, "You go, and do likewise."
_________________________________________________________
Mercy...
d(-_-)b
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Enjoy the Silence
I spent some time in Genesis a while back.Corrected: I spent a long time in Genesis. My original intention was to read the Bible cover to cover, 3 years later, I was still in Genesis. I couldn't shake its depth and imagery.
It's a profound book to say the least, if you read it correctly...
Sunday, June 5, 2011
In God's Name
In God's Name (Yep, me working out more stuff)
by Roberto Esponja on Sunday, June 5, 2011 at 1:27am ·
In the name of God we...line our pockets, push our agendas, and move our merchandise, we shame and deceive, imply false obligations, create false expectations, exploit fears and crush spirits.
Everyday, I see these things and far worse being intentionally done by people who use carelessly use the name of the God I serve, to justify them.
I would be a liar, if I said I was not guilty of all of them, on some level. Although not always consciously, the facts are the facts. The difference is, I seek to change, and I can not partake in any religion or institution that condones or justifies any of these things, or contradicts in common practice the principals that they profess.
So, while I may call myself Christian, I must remember that the world calls them Christian as well. And while I see myself as separate, the world sees us as the same.
This is my daily struggle as a follower of the Way, to bear witness to what I know to be true, to show the grace, forgiveness, generosity and love of Christ for those whom I am inclined to do far less. I must always remember that He has done far more for me than I can possibly comprehend. For although we are called the same name by the world, I must strive daily to ensure that we are not at all the same.
I am weak, I know. I will, and have, on many occasions failed, but there can be glory to God in that as well.
The reliance to do these things by my own strength, has always failed me, and when I might appear to have succeeded for a short time, I grew proud. So, I must remain humble, knowing that His strength alone is sufficient to sustain me, and it always has.
d(-_-)b
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