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Friday, November 2, 2012
The Real Me
I could only be disappointed that anyone would want be more like me when my daily struggle is simply to be less like me.
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In God's Name
In the name of God we...line our pockets, push our agendas, and move our merchandise, we shame and deceive, imply false obligations, create false expectations, exploit fears and crush spirits.
Everyday, I see these things and far worse being intentionally done by people who use carelessly use the name of the God I serve, to justify them.
I would be a liar, if I said I was not guilty of all of them, on some level. Although not always consciously, the facts are the facts. The difference is, I seek to change, and I can not partake in any religion or institution that condones or justifies any of these things, or contradicts in common practice the principals that they profess.
So, while I may call myself Christian, I must remember that the world calls them Christian as well. And while I see myself as separate, the world sees us as the same.
This is my daily struggle as a follower of the Way, to bare witness to what I know to be true, to show the grace, forgiveness, generosity and love of Christ for those whom I am inclined to do far less. I must always remember that He has done far more for me than I can possibly comprehend. For although we are called the same name by the world, I must strive daily to ensure that we are not at all the same.
I am weak, I know. I will, and have, on many occasions failed, but there can be glory to God in that as well.
The reliance to do these things by my own strength, has always failed me, and when I might appear to have succeeded for a short time, I grew proud and failed once more. So, I must remain humble, knowing that His strength alone is sufficient to sustain me, and it always has.
d(-_-)b
Originally published by Roberto Esponja on Sunday, June 5, 2011 at 1:27am ·
This American Life
I turned on a light without thinking for a moment that its not coming on was even an option.
It took a second, but I got out of my nice warm bed and walked about 5 feet to the bathroom. I used it and then flushed without a concern in the world about the water it used, or the plumbing.
I turned on some water and then I just let the water that wasn't at the desired temperature run down the drain until it became hot water to wash my hands, with a great smelling soap and then dried my face on a towel that smelled like dryer sheets.
Afterward I walked to the kitchen and opened my refrigerator which was running not to my surprise at all. I got a clean glass, used my ice maker, and turned around to get some water. Water that could have been clean enough to drink as it was from the tap, but I have chosen to filter it even more.
It's really quite amazing.
And when I think, "I can't find anything to eat."
I remember the days when I knew what it truely meant to find NOTHING to eat.
That now it is only those things that don't appeal to me at the moment, but it is not NOTHING to eat.
When I am hot I remember what a swamp cooler (when it worked) felt like.
And what driving without air condition felt like.
When I am cold, I recall the days of no heat at all.
When there's not enough seat belts for everyone, I recall riding in the back of a pick up truck because their weren't enough seats. I remember having no car at all for most of my growing up years.
I am standing outside my house, posting on the internet right now, and thinking back to when I would go have to go to the neighbor's house just to borrow their phone.
And now, when I feel like my finances are box around my torso, that seems to shrink everytime I exhale, or sigh from relief, I think to myself, " Well, at least I have a check or two coming. It's not much perhaps but it's something.".
Then, I can breathe just a little bit easier...for a little while at least.
Sometimes I forget, I have it good, certainly much better than I used to.
That it's all good, it's just more difficult at certain times than others, I just need to press on and trust.
peace,
d(-_-)b
Thursday, November 1, 2012
Between the heart and the Head
In this world, you're going to be offended, and you're going to offend. There's no dancing around that one, it's just what happens when you have someone who both thinks and feels, and we have a whole world of those.
Remove feeling from thinking, and you remove the heart.
Remove thinking from feeling, and you lose the head.
The body requires both to live.
As I have stated in the past, to truly Love requires everything of us regardless of how we feel. Love is often a conscious choice when it comes to our words and actions.
A man's wisdom gives him patience; it is to his glory to overlook an offense. (Prov. 19:11)
If our motive is based simply in our own self preservation and to remain intact, we generally only notice that we have been offended. We respond defensively, often times aggressively, kind of like a cornered animal. It's not really an attack, as much as a fear response. However, as a result we skip the real issue entirely.
If, however, our motive lies in fostering the growth of our relationships, we will overlook being offended, and start to consider more the nature of the offense, and what the actual issue being presented is. Having been patient, we are then more able to respond in love, with grace.
The former achieves relational dissolution, and the latter resolution.
Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (1 Corinthians 13:4-6)
So, when you offend, ask how.
But when you are offended, ask why.
d(-_-)b
Brennan Manning Books
1. Abba's Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging
2. Ruthless Trust: The Ragamuffin's Path to God
3. The Importance of Being Foolish: How to Think Like Jesus
4. The Wisdom of Tenderness: What Happens When God's Fierce Mercy Transforms Our Lives
No I didn't forget about The Raggamuffin Gospel, I just didn't really care for it.
I am not yet complete
I am not yet complete
I am a caterpillar, a very hungry caterpillar.
In this cocoon for a time,
I must learn which leaves are good for sustenance
And which will slowly kill me.
One glorious day I will be released
To be the butterfly I was created to be
But that day is not this one.
I am a fish, caught by the fisher of men
I have been released
Not into a bowl, to live a life of comfort and confinement
But into the ocean, to live freely
Swimming among the sharks, who would love to devour me.
I have been slow to learn of the cruel fishermen
That would leave me to drown in their nets,
That would feast on my carcass, and throw away my remains.
I am not the prize catch,
And after providing for them what they need,
They will, and do, move on to their next.
...I understand this now.
I am dust, and will be blown away with the wind.
When the life breathed into me, is taken from me,
and returned to its giver,
I will return to the earth from which I came.
I am only one part, not unlike the millions of others
I am barely a even a factor in the whole equation
I am almost nothing, and yet I exist
My thoughts and words mean little, to most
But they are all I have in defining who I am
And if, in the quest to understand the great I Am,
If I can not be honest,
Well then...
I can not truly BE anything.
d(-_-)b
Originally posted on Thursday, May 26, 2011 at 9:39pm ·
Let’s start a fire
Let’s start a fire in the desert.
You can play guitar and I will bring a drum, while the rest of them just dance.
Let’s party like Christ himself was right there with us, in the flesh.
Tired and content, we would watch the sun come up as the fire smouldered.
As we drove home we we would know, not just in our heads but with every ounce of our being, that we are not alone in our struggles.
That no matter how it feels at times, we are in fact moving in the right direction and it’s all worth it, no matter how difficult it is or how it turns out, because it’s not about arriving, it’s about the journey.
Renewed, we would be overwhelmingly happy to come home and hug the ones we love like it was the first time all over again.
Let’s start a fire…for the rest of our lives.
d(-_-)b
Originally posted: Oct 24 2009
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Nothing More than Feelings
Patience before Patients
Which of course got me to thinking (as usual), so here's what I thought:
Perhaps the world would be a much better place for all, if our capacity for patience toward other people were based less on our perceived needs, and more on the potential needs of others.
Like I said, just thinking.
d(-_-)b
The Doctor is Out
WOW!
Totally epic party ...they had a super loud band, and a fire pit in the back yard where you could get super drunk and then talk and laugh really loudly.
Yeah, epic, at least that's how it sounded, super big, super loud, suuuuper loooong.
Totally epic party but people are always sad to see me go and I'll bet it won't be the same now that I've left.
It better not be at least.
I bet it would have been more fun to actually be there instead of just listening to it from my bedroom while I tossed and turned.
Then I could talk about that dick who came over and squashed all the fun instead of being the dick who squashed all the fun.
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
The Ease of one at the Expense of the Other
New International Version (NIV)
The Parable of the Workers in the Vineyard
20 “For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire workers for his vineyard. 2 He agreed to pay them a denarius[a] for the day and sent them into his vineyard.
3 “About nine in the morning he went out and saw others standing in the marketplace doing nothing. 4 He told them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard, and I will pay you whatever is right.’ 5 So they went.
“He went out again about noon and about three in the afternoon and did the same thing. 6 About five in the afternoon he went out and found still others standing around. He asked them, ‘Why have you been standing here all day long doing nothing?’
7 “‘Because no one has hired us,’ they answered.
“He said to them, ‘You also go and work in my vineyard.’
8 “When evening came, the owner of the vineyard said to his foreman, ‘Call the workers and pay them their wages, beginning with the last ones hired and going on to the first.’
9 “The workers who were hired about five in the afternoon came and each received a denarius. 10 So when those came who were hired first, they expected to receive more. But each one of them also received a denarius. 11 When they received it, they began to grumble against the landowner. 12 ‘These who were hired last worked only one hour,’ they said, ‘and you have made them equal to us who have borne the burden of the work and the heat of the day.’
13 “But he answered one of them, ‘I am not being unfair to you, friend. Didn’t you agree to work for a denarius? 14 Take your pay and go. I want to give the one who was hired last the same as I gave you. 15 Don’t I have the right to do what I want with my own money? Or are you envious because I am generous?’
16 “So the last will be first, and the first will be last.”
So I was asked once what I thought the meaning of this parable was.
I replied that what I got from it was that God will do what he decides with his resources.
The response was that this was part of the lesson, but the other part of the lesson was that when someone employs another they are to pay that person a liveable wage. My inquirer noted that a denarius was a day's wage.
A liveable wage.
The wage that each worker was paid at the end of the day.
Judging by the responses of those who had been there longest, this wasn't always the practice of employers. And that still seems to be the case today as well.
As I consider this, and contrast it to the experience of my own life, I also have to wonder how it is that employers feel justified, offering employment doing a job that requires a full time commitment, but doesn't feel any obligation in paying the person who would commit to doing that job a liveable wage?
How do they sleep at night? I suppose it is the benefit they receive from the burden of another, that they can afford comfort at the cost of another.
The ease of one at the expense of the other.
I believe that Jesus saying that the poor would always be with us was never meant to imply that we should cease to be concerned for their suffering. Nor was it meant to offer assurance of an endless supply of cheap labor for those who would seek wealth at the expense of their welfare.
In considering all of this, I have to conclude that any employer that would not offer a liveable wage to its employees does not at all care about their people nearly as much as their profits.
The failure to do so is simply the exploitation of labor for ill gotten luxuries.
Just as so many of my jobs have shown me, it is a very short span of time before the extra mile becomes the expected mile. Employees and employers, both feel at some level they deserve more and the other less, and each has discontent with the other when they expresses their version of fair.
More often though I have found the sentiment of business summed up in the message a friend of mine received when he asked the advice of his superior about an employee he had that was asking for and very deserving of a raise, but that there was no money in the budget to give him one.
The advise of my friend's superior?
"That's easy. You simply explain to him in no uncertain terms that most people are worth more than they are paid, but nearly as much as they think they are."
It's such a quandary and my heart should probably break for the rich... businesses want to make money and they need people to do it, but people cost money that must then be taken from the business. So what do they do?
That's easy too...
People are labor, and labor is a resource. To increase profits find or create cheaper resources.
That's just good business.
Right?
Perhaps this, among many other reasons is why I will never be rich.
d(-_-)b
I'm a Sap, I Know
Increasing the Volume 1030
One of my favorites by Quantic, but honestly there isn't a single bad track to be found on this, or any album really, at least that I've found.
Here's the video and a couple of more below:
Quantic - Time is the Enemy
http://youtu.be/nvUeo5sagkA
Quantic - Infinite Regression
http://youtu.be/w3jjZdyH6io
Quantic - Life in the rain
http://youtu.be/s0YJaOPC8I8
And here's the official site:
http://www.quantic.org/
By the way, when I post this stuff, it's because it's what I'm listening to at that very moment.
There's a ton of great stuff out there. I don't have the market on it.
I've just found that I'm usually more likely to enjoy the music of others than they are to enjoy mine, so I just thought I'd share this stuff.
I love finding new music, maybe you do to?
Let's hope so.
Enjoy...or don't...whatever.
d(-_-)b
Monday, October 29, 2012
Oh, Brave Sir Robin
There are good number of things that Jesus didn't mention, at least that we have record of. (see John 21:25)
Believe it or not there are quite a few "Christian" web sites and face book pages using this fact to indicate that by virtue of omission we then have permission.
What do you think?
Here's what I think.
I can find no rational logical that would lead me to conclude that there is divine blessing (permission) by virtue of omission on any subject, from Jesus teachings and especially on issues that have been previously addressed in the Old Testament.
Let's be real, Jesus didn't mention a lot of things. It really only seems to indicate that what stood, still stands.
Yet we seem to want to pick and choose which teachings, or lack there of in this case, as we go along to support whatever it its we wish to be true and ignore the parts of the Bible which makes us uncomfortable or don't fit our sense of justice.
But then, what about Matthew 5:17 where Jesus says “Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them."
It seems to me Jesus is directly stating saying that the law, God's law, stands but that Jesus is the completion of it, no? Or are we perhaps suggesting that God changed his mind somewhere along the line about those things which are offensive to him?
There are a good number of questions that Jesus is noted as not having answered in his life. Does this mean that we are to answer for him since he did not? I don't think so.
Perhaps that Jesus doesn't mention any particular subject only means he knew he had 3 brief years of ministry and didn't want to waste time addressing subjects that people already knew about (or should have known). Things that, as mentioned, had already been addressed.
If we consider Jesus as an authority we must to then consider that he was a Jew and subscribed to Jewish law.
I certainly don't imagine that anyone would suggest that their authority to be greater than God's so should we say ,"Jesus never directly said for children to obey their parents, so do what you'd like kids."? Good luck raising those kids.
But this is exactly the same logic used by Satan in the garden by bringing doubt to the table on issues we already know the answers to.
For example, when he asks Eve "Did God really say you should not eat of any tree in the garden?" Of course God didn't say that and that is where the whole fall starts, by bringing into question that which was never said by God.
So, if permission by omission is your stance, you should be prepared to allow any number of evils to occur and know that you are not at all at liberty to address them because Jesus didn't.
Right?
Just thinking.
Increasing the Volume 1029
Here's a little Sunshine for your Monday...
Ethel Merman sings "Everything's Coming Up Roses"
Link: http://youtu.be/s62MrU8mHx4
Momma Rose
[Speaking] Finished? We're just beginning and there's no stopping us this time!
[Singing] I had a dream, a dream about you, baby.
It's gonna come true, baby.
They think that we're through, but baby,
You'll be swell! You'll be great!
Gonna have the whole world on the plate!
Starting here, starting now,
honey, everything's coming up roses!
Clear the decks! Clear the tracks!
You've got nothing to do but relax.
Blow a kiss. Take a bow.
Honey, everything's coming up roses!
Now's your inning. Stand the world on it's ear!
Set it spinning! That'll be just the beginning!
Curtain up! Light the lights!
You got nothing to hit but the heights!
You'll be swell. You'll be great.
I can tell. Just you wait.
That lucky star I talk about is due!
Honey, everything's coming up roses for me and for you!
You can do it, all you need is a hand.
We can do it, Mama is gonna see to it!
Curtain up! Light the lights!
We got nothing to hit but the heights!
I can tell, wait and see.
There's the bell! Follow me!
And nothing's gonna stop us 'til we're through!
Honey, everything's coming up roses and daffodils!
Everything's coming up sunshine and Santa Claus!
Everything's gonna be bright lights and lollipops!
Everything's coming up roses for me and for you!
Bye Bye Birdie - Put On A Happy Face
Link: http://youtu.be/pOgP3f3519I
Lyrics:
Gray skies are gonna clear up,
Put on a happy face;
Brush off the clouds and cheer up,
Put on a happy face.
Take off the gloomy mask of tragedy,
It's not your style;
You'll look so good that you'll be glad
Ya' decide to smile!
Pick out a pleasant outlook,
Stick out that noble chin;
Wipe off that "full of doubt" look,
Slap on a happy grin!
And spread sunshine all over the place,
Just put on a happy face!
Put on a happy face
Put on a happy face
And if you're feeling cross and bitterish
Don't sit and whine
Think of banana split and licorice
And you'll feel fine
I knew a girl so glooming
She'd never laugh or sing
She wouldn't listen to me
Now she's a mean old thing
So spread sunshine all over the place
Just put on a happy face
So, put on a happy face
Sunday, October 28, 2012
MixTape
The other day I found a pair of pants of mine from when I was in grade school.
Turns out they still had a PBJ in the pocket...
And I thought to myself, "Man, now that's some old school jam right there."
Right
Just because I'm right doesn't mean that I always have to prove it. Sometimes the extension of grace has required that I be content simply knowing what I know and leaving it at that.
Some people don't see it that way and that seems to work fine for them, but it doesn't make feel good at all when someone else is wrong.
I will say though, what does feel good is to know that once in a while it is not I who am wrong.
Heck, I don't need to be right all the time, I just don't want to be wrong all the time.
Right 2
I think we need to focus a lot less time and energy on making sure that other people know they're wrong and why, so we can spend more of it on simply making sure that we're actually right and understanding why (or why not) that's the case.
This way we can ultimately focus more on solutions than we do on problems, and we can feel good because we are able to build people up rather than feeling good because we were able to tear them down.