I am waiting for feeling to appear out of nothing.
I am competing with three years of imaginary lovers, and I simply can't, so I wait...and wait.
It's a stressful way to live knowing that your relational well being hangs in the balance by waiting for something that no longer exists to appear and validate my position.
I feel like I've lost the fight and I'm just waiting for the referee to call it, so I can stop taking the beat down.
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